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| Now I love you. There is no question, no doubt. I love you. I could say those words over and over again. No matter how many miles separate us, I shall still feel the same. I will never forget you. You will always be on my mind, in my heart. I love you. It's so wonderful to say. Never forget those words. | | |
| This could be the last time we see each other for a very long time. So please, let's make some lasting memories that will keep me company when you are gone. Please, never forget me and how we felt for one another. Please never foget the precious few hours we spent together. I promise this is not the end. We will meet again. I only hope that the next time we meet we shall still feel the same. | | |
| It won't be very long now until I have a new life. Until I start over. Until everying is finaly over. New life, new friends, new people, new everything. Leaving everyting behind. But trying to remember it still. God, this makes no sense. My thoughts are so jumbled. Nothing is making perfect sense right now. So i'll just stop. | | |
| It's amazing how quickly a situation can change. How something that might work out for the better affects so many people in a negitave way. Amazing how torn the heart and mind can become. So now i'm kind of like the pillar of strength. I'm leaving, so I have to be strong for everyone else who's staying. I'm starting to confort those around me, telling them i'll still see them. I am tempted to show them these writings, to show them how lost i've been at points, so they won't seem so hopeless. But I don't know. It's not smart to make rash decisions. I've actually started to worry about myself. I haven't cried once since the news. Have I turned heartless, emotionally frozen? | | |
| Sorrow tugs at my heart as I take everything in. So I'll have to move on, and all of this will be gone. It is with a heavy heart that I spend my last weeks in this place, trying to be happy. Will everything be ok in this new place? What will it be like? Will I ever truly feel at home there? Soon I will have to say goodbye. I will miss you all so much. Please don't forget me.... | | |
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